My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

I was so excited when I was finally able to get my hands on the Jenny Fox / Ulta collaboration  Miss Fabulous Palette. Jenny Fox is a very well known YouTuber Check out her channel here- https://www.youtube.com/user/MissJenFABULOUS My Ulta was  always sold out of them or the workers just didn't want to do their jobs . Who Knows ? The price of this palette is $20.00  It comes with 12 eye shadows in gorgeous warmer tones some are matte and some have a bit of shimmer in them . The whole shade range is something I would use a lot . I have Blue eyes and blonde hair  and I am very fair skinned (okay I am just Pale as a ghost ) So these are all my colors that compliment my face . I have used it quite a bit now so I can give you my Honest Opinion. The palette is pretty durable cardboard and it has a magnetic closure. Inside is a plastic sleeve you can keep or discard . I always keep mine. It has that look of quilting on the front . Shades are silky smooth, Th...

August is almost over.  My Kids have headed back to school and summer is gone.  I am excited for the fall months to be here.  This has to be one of  my favorite season.  So much about Fall that I love. The weather is  perfect most of the time I say this because   living in Utah it's always a guessing game as to what weather we will have . This is a issue I need to render for my Health.  The cold winters kill me and the Hot summers do the same . I need to move somewhere warm But not too hot. I am sad that my kids are in school. I love having them around.  But I am also excited  New Year of friends, fun and new adventures. Now that they are gone it is too quiet! I miss so many things about being a mom of little ones.  I am praying that I can be around to see my kids have children of their own  that this disease doesn't swallow me up and I miss this. It's been a pretty rough summer for me and I haven'...

This friend is not a nice and happy post. This is all about this horrible ugly life ruining disease called LUPUS. I am beyond exhausted and beyond fatigued. I can't walk without crying or crumbling in agonizing pain and my life is shattering right in front of my eyes. I could just end the pain I feel and quit. Everything in this life, just give up and sleep, not eat who does much of that anyways Right? Wither and wilt away.  But I just can’t. My family is my life. My husband is my world and I just can't give up.   But tbh today, tonight of all days where I can't hold up my own head, keep my eyes open, or manage pain to be slightly comfortable. What is the point? Hell writing this post is taking everything out of me.  But this needs to be said so I am pushing through.  My boys are frustrating me more than normal every lil thing they do is irritating me.  I know it's because of these steroids I take right now. Right now I am unable to ...

First this post is going up on St Patrick's Day! Since I do have Irish in my family let me wish you all a  La Fheilie Padraig Sona Duit!  What do I use for my Skin Care?  I have been trying out some new things due to reactions of my lupus rash . For the most part, half of  the things I tested were pretty good but expensive . So that got me thinking. Why would I spend a good amount of money on products when I can get a  discount on brands because I am a licensed Master Esthetician?  It's  the one brand of products I know I like and  has shown results. I know crazy right ? stick with what I know ... I don't know why this never crossed my mind . The One Brand I am talking about is Dermalogica- The products are researched by The International Dermal Institute-  they address a specific set of concerns   so it's set up in a system of skin treatments . The regimens are tailored for you by a skin therapists which yo...