My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

I found this from April25th 2019 and somehow it never posted so I thought I would just add it here because I know that a lot of you are struggling this way also. You are not alone at all. I am starting to realize that sometimes even the sweetest kind of person can belittle you and hurt you with their words.  I recently had a day where I was told "Try to Keep Up" on the day I was struggling to walk, and in the most pain due to lack of pain medication s. It cut me to my core.  I would like to think that I am a good person and kind to everyone I meet. But recently it's been pointed out that people feel like I make whatever is being talked about and turn it back to ME. I don't feel like the world is about me by far, I try to make everything about other people and leave me out of it all.  I am not the kind of person that I want to have the spotlight on myself, it makes me uncomfortable because I want to do things right. I know it's crazy being a "Leo" it...

Today as I start this blog post I have just celebrated 3 of my kid's BDays. My oldest son Kj turned 22, My 2nd son Logan turned 20, and my only daughter Jayedyn turned 18. All on different days of course. I was barely able to join in celebrating with them but made it downstairs to sing and have cake, cheesecake, and more cheesecake. I had the hardest time with last night's celebration for Logan. My left foot has turned in a lot more when I walk and the pain I felt was excruciating. If you could see my pain this is what I imagine it would look like. I barely made it long enough to sing and have a small piece of cheesecake. But at least I did. AmiRight? I transferred all my prescriptions from Walmart to Smith's Because I joined the Kroger®Savings Club to save a lot of money on my meds. Of course, there's a hiccup for me. My Tramadol that is $80.00 at Wal-Mart is no more than $12.00@Smith's A huge difference....