My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

  I was laying in bed ,sick as usual with a holy devil of a flare,  Extreme Pain  topped with   the worse Headache I have ever experienced . (Let's just say  It felt like I was being shocked,  literally ) I had absolutely  No energy to move,  Not even to cry . I hate these days and they seem to be coming a lot sooner and more frequent! Have I said How Much I hate This disease Called Lupus ?   I  decided enough was enough. I had to force myself to move for the sake of my sanity .   I got out of bed and decided it was time to do something ,anything just to feel like I mattered to something more than just my Bed and this disease . I started to think of what I could do .  What's easy and won't take me to long? better yet that won't drain me of the lil energy I have? After a few failed attempts and laying back down . My feet hit the floor and the only thing I could think of was makeup! I know I was just go...