My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

So the other day someone asked me why I sleep so much? This got my wheels in my brain turning and I thought to myself that is a very good question? Here's what I came up with! I think I sleep so much because I don't want to face my new reality. TBH this is probably the main reason along with depression. But here are a few more thoughts. -Pain-in all aspects. I am non- tolerant even with pain meds and, it's all a bit annoying not knowing when or where it will show it's ugly head. Or sometimes why it never ends. -I'm overweight now because of my medications/ immobility it hurts to move and walk if anything eats up my spoons it's definitely this. I know I need to get up and move, but when I try I struggle so hard, Then of course there's this ugly monster I fight.   Pride- Vanity  I hate what I see when I look in the mirror. I'm just ugly.  I don't have the money needed to buy the clothes I need, get my hair done, or the frickin energy to start with. I j...

This month’s bag was interesting, to say the least, it was a cute Black and white cartoon bag with a hot pink zipper.  the thing that was different from others is  they gave you some markers (You can color it) what the heck 🤔 I didn’t think anything of this and it wasn’t something that I would do myself... or was it??? I was bored and it was sitting right there, so I picked up some markers and  This is what it ended up looking like … .. The products this month were all samples it seemed,  not too thrilled about what I got at first, but quickly changed my mind upon use. Let’s get into this … . 1 st product is a sample of- Benefits new Mascara* Bad Gal Bang Sells for $24.00 full size and $12.00 travel size https://www.benefitcosmetics.com/us/en/shop-makeup This is 36-hour Full blast volume mascara that isn’t going to go anywhere. It’s a  wet black formula.  I am not gonna test out the 36 hr. wear but as far as the c...