Living with Lupus is a daily fight for me it's getting harder and harder for me to push through. I am exhausted both mentally and physically, I am beyond fatigued, and I feel and look like i was run down by a diesel. Most days I will get up and brush my hair just to put it back in a messy bun . I will wash my face and apply sunscreen /moisturizer and if i am feeling up to it Makeup . But Most of the time I just want to sleep , dream of my life without this disease. I am mad that this is effecting me so bad and that other people are able to work, play and even have a life . I hate staying at home, But i know i can't do the things like i use to . I hate everyone who say's they just push on through, Like i am not trying too ? I hate the judgement and whispers at functions or even the grocery store . I am not the child that my parents adore, I am not the sister in law you want to hang out with , I am not the friend you want . I ...
My thoughts on my life now, dealing with SLE/Discoid Lupus, Raynaud Syndrome , the struggles I face, the new symptoms ,the medicines ,and just my journey now that I am unable to work . Also some Product reviews. searching for the right skincare and makeup that works for me to help others. Spreading Awareness through blogging. Helping and encouraging others who have been affected. WE NEED A CURE!