My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

So this is going to be my review for February’s Ipsy Bag. Nothing new happening so I'm just jumping in Join Me. First, off the bag itself is beautiful. I love all the lips all over it. How cute is that? I am going to start with Jayedyn’s since I always do mine first. Here are all her goodies she received 1st is a Coconut Oil & Cranberry body butter From the brand PURLISSE This is a hydrating, energizing body butter that leaves your skin soft and glowy. The main ingredients are - coconut oil which is great for Hydrating Coffee which is great to energize 2nd is a Be Bright illuminating Concealer in Medium Beige From the brand KOKIE COSMETICS This is a medium full-coverage formula with Illuminating pigments that will camouflage those pesky dark circles (like Jayedyn Has any) This isn't a product that will crease plus it’s long lasting. 3rd is a No Poreblem Priming Water From t...

*I was lucky enough to receive the Clairol Nice and Easy Root Touch up to review from Influenster complimentary. This is my honest opinion on how this product worked for me*(or any family members) I received the shade #5 medium brown and as you all know my hair is blonde.  So this wasn't something I could use. Jayedyn has been wanting to get rid of the blonde in her hair for a while so I thought let's try it. *After a 24 HR.  patch test, no reactions we dove right in. * The box contained very simple to use instructions, a small mixing bowl, the products and a brush for application and gloves. This product was very easy to apply and didn't make a mess all over my bathroom. You put the dye in the roots to cover up. We decided to take it down her hair a bit more.  The applicator brush was awesome and made it easy ,the product stayed put and didn't drip down her hair. After the time was up we were amazed at how much this  actually took out the ...

Living with Lupus is a daily fight for me  it's getting harder and harder for me to push through. I am exhausted both mentally and physically, I am beyond fatigued, and I feel and look like i was run down by a diesel. Most days I will get up and brush my hair just to put it back in a messy bun .  I will wash my face and apply sunscreen /moisturizer and if i am feeling up to it Makeup . But Most of the time I just want to sleep , dream of my life without this disease.  I am mad that this is effecting me so bad and that other people are able to work, play and even have a life . I hate staying at home, But i know i can't do the things like i use to .  I hate everyone who say's they just push on through, Like i am not trying too ?  I hate the judgement and whispers at functions or even the grocery store .   I am not the child that my parents adore, I am not the sister in law you want to hang out with , I am not the friend you want .  I ...

                                                (Pic found on Pinterest) Isn't this gorgeous? I would love to decorate my front porch this way. But I would have to have a front porch first, living in a town home takes that away .  Fall is just right around the corner and I couldn't be more excited. This is the one season that I can actually be outside more.  The weather is almost perfect for me and I don't have to worry about the hot summer sun blasting down and making me sick or getting a butterfly rash .  It's not cold enough to freeze me to death.  That is my burden with this Lupus Disease.  It's just a no win with me. I am either too hot and sick  or too cold and stiff  to where my body will shut down .   I enjoy watching the leaves change colors, the fashion that is boots,hoodies, Sweaters. But most of all...