My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

*This post is about feminine products so if your not into that scroll on thru.* We were very lucky to try a new, organic, feminine product brand.   Myself having a complete hysterectomy used the panty liners and my daughter used the rest.-   The products- 1 box of 10 Ultra Thin Pads with wings 1 box of 16 cotton regular tampons No pictures didn't want to waste them for Sanitary Reasons! 1 box of 24 cotton ultra thin panty liners The Brand - TOP- which stands for -the organic project. What this company stands for is amazing. *The mission is to educate women and girls to make better choices for themselves. Better choices for our planet, and to help each other along the way. You have a choice, a voice, and the power.*   With every new subscription, they donate a box of product to women in need. How awesome is that?   What's great about this product is it's 100% organic cotton & biodegradable period pro...

Again the month has slipped right through my fingers and its fall.  Am I Going Crazy? Don’t get me wrong. I love Fall but it's been a cold one so far..   Anywho as always I am behind on Ipsy Reviews  bare with me as my post are thrown together. The bag for the month is bright orange and nothing special. The theme for the month was-          Confidence Level:         Selfie with no filter   Let’s start with what I got in my bag  1 st - Is a Full-size blush From the brand PIXI BY PETRA In the shade Beach Rose which is a soft, rosy shade This is blendable and buildable so you can have it apply any way you want it to. It contains Vitamin E so it does a great job keeping your skin soft, smooth and hydrated. On my skin it was like a soft pop of color it stayed on all day I was very impressed. 2 nd - Is a sample size Serum from the brand TonyMoly. It’s T...

I am so excited to share an amazing company who helps spread awareness to a variety of different diseases/disorders and causes. The company is called Awarecauses  - awarecauses They are an amazing company that sells Jewelry to spread awareness for a huge variety of causes. The necklaces have the word "AWARE" on them and this stands for  "A Way to Act and Remember Everyday. Each necklace has its own special color. It's like wearing a ribbon but so so much better .  Mine, of course, is purple which stands for Lupus. They have so many different causes they support. The Price of each necklace is $45 and can be engraved. These necklaces are amazing quality.   14 k gold plated and hand polished 3 times over. The chain is adjustable so you can wear at the length you want. This company is amazing because they donate 10% of proceeds to a non-profit organization of your specific disease or disorder.  This is to help further...

My kids have been counting the days till break this is what I picture them like... It's June already! school's out, it's beautiful sunny HOTTT days and all I can do is sleep. I have been so completely exhausted this last week. TBH. I have slept days straight, except to wake up long enough to eat my dinner. I would say "STRUGGLE" is accurate because   I kept falling asleep in my food. *head bobbing back and forth. I was able to sit at the pool one night and watch my kids swim . Mayson 13- Camden 15- Jayedyn 17- and my adopted son (LoL) Bryan- Camden's friend or the whole family's. who am I kidding.  -As far as Lupus goes - my biggest issue right now is  struggling with my body. (trying to regulate a warm temp.)  I get so cold that I shiver so bad that even warm blankets won't help.  At these times, I think such terrible thoughts. -One  reason is I  feel the pain so intensely and doubled. It's worse than giv...

Lupus has left me unable to walk, sit for to long, work, care for my family and be myself.  So many people say that "Lupus doesn't have them".  I wonder what it is that has me then ?  Depression, Fear, Self Loathing, Loss of Faith and NO Positivity. Are all things I fear have & slowly make the chasm in my heart bigger.  This disease sucks the positivity right out of me and I try so hard to hold it in and be positive and strong. I am just so angry sometimes..   The hardest part of this disease is watching my husband who has sacrificed so much to become a single parent of 5 kids. By this I mean he handles everything . It kills me to watch the stress eat him alive.  Today at the grocery store I was unable to stand up and collapsed right in the middle of the store. The look on his face was enough to break my heart in 2. I know I am getting worse ,when you wake up feeling worthless and useless can't move it all sucks. Positivity is key so...