My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

So the other day someone asked me why I sleep so much? This got my wheels in my brain turning and I thought to myself that is a very good question? Here's what I came up with! I think I sleep so much because I don't want to face my new reality. TBH this is probably the main reason along with depression. But here are a few more thoughts. -Pain-in all aspects. I am non- tolerant even with pain meds and, it's all a bit annoying not knowing when or where it will show it's ugly head. Or sometimes why it never ends. -I'm overweight now because of my medications/ immobility it hurts to move and walk if anything eats up my spoons it's definitely this. I know I need to get up and move, but when I try I struggle so hard, Then of course there's this ugly monster I fight.   Pride- Vanity  I hate what I see when I look in the mirror. I'm just ugly.  I don't have the money needed to buy the clothes I need, get my hair done, or the frickin energy to start with. I j...

I was so excited when I was finally able to get my hands on the Jenny Fox / Ulta collaboration  Miss Fabulous Palette. Jenny Fox is a very well known YouTuber Check out her channel here- https://www.youtube.com/user/MissJenFABULOUS My Ulta was  always sold out of them or the workers just didn't want to do their jobs . Who Knows ? The price of this palette is $20.00  It comes with 12 eye shadows in gorgeous warmer tones some are matte and some have a bit of shimmer in them . The whole shade range is something I would use a lot . I have Blue eyes and blonde hair  and I am very fair skinned (okay I am just Pale as a ghost ) So these are all my colors that compliment my face . I have used it quite a bit now so I can give you my Honest Opinion. The palette is pretty durable cardboard and it has a magnetic closure. Inside is a plastic sleeve you can keep or discard . I always keep mine. It has that look of quilting on the front . Shades are silky smooth, Th...