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Lupus Ramblings and thoughts

My kids have been counting the days till break this is what I picture them like... It's June already! school's out, it's beautiful sunny HOTTT days and all I can do is sleep. I have been so completely exhausted this last week. TBH. I have slept days straight, except to wake up long enough to eat my dinner. I would say "STRUGGLE" is accurate because   I kept falling asleep in my food. *head bobbing back and forth. I was able to sit at the pool one night and watch my kids swim . Mayson 13- Camden 15- Jayedyn 17- and my adopted son (LoL) Bryan- Camden's friend or the whole family's. who am I kidding.  -As far as Lupus goes - my biggest issue right now is  struggling with my body. (trying to regulate a warm temp.)  I get so cold that I shiver so bad that even warm blankets won't help.  At these times, I think such terrible thoughts. -One  reason is I  feel the pain so intensely and doubled. It's worse than giv...