My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

I found this from April25th 2019 and somehow it never posted so I thought I would just add it here because I know that a lot of you are struggling this way also. You are not alone at all. I am starting to realize that sometimes even the sweetest kind of person can belittle you and hurt you with their words.  I recently had a day where I was told "Try to Keep Up" on the day I was struggling to walk, and in the most pain due to lack of pain medication s. It cut me to my core.  I would like to think that I am a good person and kind to everyone I meet. But recently it's been pointed out that people feel like I make whatever is being talked about and turn it back to ME. I don't feel like the world is about me by far, I try to make everything about other people and leave me out of it all.  I am not the kind of person that I want to have the spotlight on myself, it makes me uncomfortable because I want to do things right. I know it's crazy being a "Leo" it...

I hope that everyone is having an amazing Summer so far, Making wonderful memories with your family. This is as the title says another Ipsy bag review. The bag for the month was a different color for each individual. Mine was  bright Yellow, Jayedyn's  Blue  The theme was -Flying Colors which was perfect for PRIDE month  **Pride Month is about *so Much* more than Sexuality. It's about unique beauty, self-expression, and inspiring everyone to be completely themselves-without fear of judgment. -#ipsyflyingcolors Let's jump into my bag first. 1st - is a sample of blush by the brand                         Kaleido   3g/0.11 oz  $8.00                                                   Shade is in- PrimaDonna...

August is almost over.  My Kids have headed back to school and summer is gone.  I am excited for the fall months to be here.  This has to be one of  my favorite season.  So much about Fall that I love. The weather is  perfect most of the time I say this because   living in Utah it's always a guessing game as to what weather we will have . This is a issue I need to render for my Health.  The cold winters kill me and the Hot summers do the same . I need to move somewhere warm But not too hot. I am sad that my kids are in school. I love having them around.  But I am also excited  New Year of friends, fun and new adventures. Now that they are gone it is too quiet! I miss so many things about being a mom of little ones.  I am praying that I can be around to see my kids have children of their own  that this disease doesn't swallow me up and I miss this. It's been a pretty rough summer for me and I haven'...

                         What’s HOT for spring? Can I just say that I am loving what I see, both high end and drugstore products                                                                           My eyes say yes ,but my wallet says NO.             If you have been reading my blog you will know I have SLE Lupus with that said I do have constant Dr. visits  a lot of co-pays and   my medicine is not cheap  by any means                            (I have 8 Different prescriptions to fill monthly which adds up to a lot of  $$$ spent . So  I am not able to go crazy and buy all the makeup I see.  I d...