My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

I can hear outside my windows, yelling, laughing, splashing in the pool,  all the kids enjoying the fact there's No School. I see Pictures everywhere on social media, new suntans, beach hair, sandals, tanks, & shorts, Pictures of  Fun Vacations, Not a single Care in the world.  Everyone Soaking up as much sun as they can before Summer is finished. Mayson asked me why I don't go out? why I don't want to watch them swimming? What does summer mean to me? this got me thinking.  What does summer mean to me? The first things to pop out of my mouth were   long sleeves, long pants, sunblock to the 100's, Huge hats, sometimes gloves. Sweatshirts and sweaters.  It's long flares that last for days because I  went outside, for a quick errand without taking the things I need   causing my body aching pain everywhere, Imagine being hit by a bus, That's Me .  I have only one choice but to stay in be...

My kids have been counting the days till break this is what I picture them like... It's June already! school's out, it's beautiful sunny HOTTT days and all I can do is sleep. I have been so completely exhausted this last week. TBH. I have slept days straight, except to wake up long enough to eat my dinner. I would say "STRUGGLE" is accurate because   I kept falling asleep in my food. *head bobbing back and forth. I was able to sit at the pool one night and watch my kids swim . Mayson 13- Camden 15- Jayedyn 17- and my adopted son (LoL) Bryan- Camden's friend or the whole family's. who am I kidding.  -As far as Lupus goes - my biggest issue right now is  struggling with my body. (trying to regulate a warm temp.)  I get so cold that I shiver so bad that even warm blankets won't help.  At these times, I think such terrible thoughts. -One  reason is I  feel the pain so intensely and doubled. It's worse than giv...

 I was so excited to receive another Smiley 360 box to try and review for ya'll What was inside surprised me? It was a 2 pack of shaving razors from the brand   * BIC    (i thought they only made pencils and pens and writing stuff.) But I was willing to give it a try. *To get the legal jargon out of the way -  I received this product for free to test and review all opinions are mine and completely honest as to how the product worked for me. *Let's get into the product -  I usually have a hard time finding a good quality razor. So to say I was hesitant is an understatement.  on my 1st impression, I saw a bright beautiful razor. The  handle was a gorgeous bright yellow and the grip felt good.  I was impressed with the  5 flexible razors that looked like they would adjust somehow?  This is what sold me the fact that there's NO Shaving Cream needed, it has its own m...