My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

Lupus has left me unable to walk, sit for to long, work, care for my family and be myself.  So many people say that "Lupus doesn't have them".  I wonder what it is that has me then ?  Depression, Fear, Self Loathing, Loss of Faith and NO Positivity. Are all things I fear have & slowly make the chasm in my heart bigger.  This disease sucks the positivity right out of me and I try so hard to hold it in and be positive and strong. I am just so angry sometimes..   The hardest part of this disease is watching my husband who has sacrificed so much to become a single parent of 5 kids. By this I mean he handles everything . It kills me to watch the stress eat him alive.  Today at the grocery store I was unable to stand up and collapsed right in the middle of the store. The look on his face was enough to break my heart in 2. I know I am getting worse ,when you wake up feeling worthless and useless can't move it all sucks. Positivity is key so...

My palette didn't come with any names attached and this bothers me a bit .         There has to be names for these Gorgeous Eye Shadows?  So I went on the Hunt I was browsing the Internet on a mission and out of sheer luck  I stumble on a picture of this palette and all the names . Holy Crow !  (all due to   my settings for web search being set to images and not web ) It seems that a clear sleeve comes in the palette with the names printed on it. Mine didn't  it was just the clear sleeve.  But I wonder if this is because I purchased mine from Ulta ?   If you buy them off Makeup Revolutions Web-site do you get the sleeve with the names on it ?  Now I am curious, If you know anything about this Please comment Below. Any way back to the names. Without further delay .                                    Left to rig...