My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

My kids have been counting the days till break this is what I picture them like... It's June already! school's out, it's beautiful sunny HOTTT days and all I can do is sleep. I have been so completely exhausted this last week. TBH. I have slept days straight, except to wake up long enough to eat my dinner. I would say "STRUGGLE" is accurate because   I kept falling asleep in my food. *head bobbing back and forth. I was able to sit at the pool one night and watch my kids swim . Mayson 13- Camden 15- Jayedyn 17- and my adopted son (LoL) Bryan- Camden's friend or the whole family's. who am I kidding.  -As far as Lupus goes - my biggest issue right now is  struggling with my body. (trying to regulate a warm temp.)  I get so cold that I shiver so bad that even warm blankets won't help.  At these times, I think such terrible thoughts. -One  reason is I  feel the pain so intensely and doubled. It's worse than giv...

April's Ipsy bag was a fun little one it's just the pop you need to get ya in the mood for Spring.  The Butterfly theme was adorable and I can see me using this bag again.                    The theme for the month                                         Social Butterfly   Are you the life of the party and have to talk to everyone?   Or are you quiet and can hold your own?   Myself I use to be the social butterfly but not now.  My bag was full of stuff I have been loving . 1st product was a eyeshadow from the brand   Meech n Mia   Sells for $11.50  This is a gorgeous goldish shade.  This is a highly pigmented shade  which is long lasting and easy to blend You do have to be careful be...

This month’s bag was interesting, to say the least, it was a cute Black and white cartoon bag with a hot pink zipper.  the thing that was different from others is  they gave you some markers (You can color it) what the heck 🤔 I didn’t think anything of this and it wasn’t something that I would do myself... or was it??? I was bored and it was sitting right there, so I picked up some markers and  This is what it ended up looking like … .. The products this month were all samples it seemed,  not too thrilled about what I got at first, but quickly changed my mind upon use. Let’s get into this … . 1 st product is a sample of- Benefits new Mascara* Bad Gal Bang Sells for $24.00 full size and $12.00 travel size https://www.benefitcosmetics.com/us/en/shop-makeup This is 36-hour Full blast volume mascara that isn’t going to go anywhere. It’s a  wet black formula.  I am not gonna test out the 36 hr. wear but as far as the c...