My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

Today as I start this blog post I have just celebrated 3 of my kid's BDays. My oldest son Kj turned 22, My 2nd son Logan turned 20, and my only daughter Jayedyn turned 18. All on different days of course. I was barely able to join in celebrating with them but made it downstairs to sing and have cake, cheesecake, and more cheesecake. I had the hardest time with last night's celebration for Logan. My left foot has turned in a lot more when I walk and the pain I felt was excruciating. If you could see my pain this is what I imagine it would look like. I barely made it long enough to sing and have a small piece of cheesecake. But at least I did. AmiRight? I transferred all my prescriptions from Walmart to Smith's Because I joined the Kroger®Savings Club to save a lot of money on my meds. Of course, there's a hiccup for me. My Tramadol that is $80.00 at Wal-Mart is no more than $12.00@Smith's A huge difference....

The bag for the month is- adorable and something I will reuse. It makes me want to jump up and travel the world.  I mean how cute is this bag. The theme for this month is *GoThere* *Sometimes you need to get Lost so you can find Yourself. Bust out those passports and plan your next adventure.* I am going to do my reviews a bit different, so I hope you like it. Here is a look at my products.  1st product was a therapy pack serum  from Tony Moly  sells for $6.50 at Ulta. I haven't used this yet so I will let ya know how it works later.  *I love all the products I have used from this brand so I am sure this won't disappoint.  2nd product was a full-size eyeshadow brush from SlMissglam  These brushes are only sold in a set. You can find more info here-  https://slmissglambeauty.com/ This is a very soft bristled brush which is great for blending the eyeshadow into the creas...

Being Sick is a chore within itself but also having a degenerating autoimmune disease like Lupus makes life a bit more of a struggle.  I have been trying to be more positive in my day to day routine but honestly, all my body wants to do is crash.  I was driving the car the other day to pick up my husband from work and  my body began to crash and my eyelids became heavy so I closed my eyes.  I  had to keep telling my brain that I was driving a car in traffic.  It scares me the things that I have no control over anymore.  I saw my rheumatologist and pain specialist this week.   My Rheumatologist is super nice but I wanted to hurt him for touching all my joints and causing me more pain,  the next day I felt as if I was hit by a mack truck.  He talked about my blood work and how it looks like on top of everything. I have either Lupus Nephrites with symptoms of Either R.A  (Rheumatoid Arthritis), Fibromyalgia....