My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

This friend is not a nice and happy post. This is all about this horrible ugly life ruining disease called LUPUS. I am beyond exhausted and beyond fatigued. I can't walk without crying or crumbling in agonizing pain and my life is shattering right in front of my eyes. I could just end the pain I feel and quit. Everything in this life, just give up and sleep, not eat who does much of that anyways Right? Wither and wilt away.  But I just can’t. My family is my life. My husband is my world and I just can't give up.   But tbh today, tonight of all days where I can't hold up my own head, keep my eyes open, or manage pain to be slightly comfortable. What is the point? Hell writing this post is taking everything out of me.  But this needs to be said so I am pushing through.  My boys are frustrating me more than normal every lil thing they do is irritating me.  I know it's because of these steroids I take right now. Right now I am unable to walk, no

More and more companies are coming out with makeup  brushes, some are ridiculously priced and some are great budget friendly pieces to build up or add to your collection. I recently found this amazing set and travel case from Coastal Scents.   I am subscribed to Ipsy which is a $10 a month subscription service.  This gives you 4-5 items in some cute little bags.  You basically take a few minutes to do a survey about what you like and then they personalize products for you.  Some of the times it includes Full size items mixed in with samples. Now the other thing that is cool about Ipsy is that the brands and companies give amazing discounts on the products that are included in all the different Ipsy bags so you can try almost everything if you want.  The other awesome thing is when you review and share you get points.  (now this point system is reasonable not like other brands where you have to get a ridiculous amount before you can get anything.)  For example you earn 100 poi

I can’t believe it’s already time to do a review for a new Ipsy Bag let alone a new month.   March is here and so is the first day of spring.   I think someone didn’t give Utah the memo.  This was today's weather              (Borrowed from a friend's Facebook )   I am beyond ready for spring and this crazy weather doesn’t help my Body or Lupus .  Get it together Mother Nature .  Let's talk about the all about Spring Bag  The  bag  is  Such a gorgeous, bag one i know i will reuse.  Mine was a Pastel Green Bag with swirls of pink (Looks like flower designs to me)  The Ipsy stylist is  +LustreLux   You should check her out she is amazing .. The 1 st  product I pull out is a Blush from Mellow -  I think it’s a full size product ?   It sells for $10 on the web site here. http://www.mellowcosmetics.com/ It’s in the shade Bronze and yes it is a blush.  The product is very buttery and blends smoothly the shade is the perfec

First this post is going up on St Patrick's Day! Since I do have Irish in my family let me wish you all a  La Fheilie Padraig Sona Duit!  What do I use for my Skin Care?  I have been trying out some new things due to reactions of my lupus rash . For the most part, half of  the things I tested were pretty good but expensive . So that got me thinking. Why would I spend a good amount of money on products when I can get a  discount on brands because I am a licensed Master Esthetician?  It's  the one brand of products I know I like and  has shown results. I know crazy right ? stick with what I know ... I don't know why this never crossed my mind . The One Brand I am talking about is Dermalogica- The products are researched by The International Dermal Institute-  they address a specific set of concerns   so it's set up in a system of skin treatments . The regimens are tailored for you by a skin therapists which you can find at Ulta or in a spa .