My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

  So as the whole world has struggled with the pandemic it's an understatement as to how I have been, my kids and, my husband. I am not going to lie and say that it didn't affect me in an immense way  I went down a severe hole into depression and, let's just say my mental health was a nightmare  I wanted to die and, just didn't have the strength to do it myself so I would lay in bed and, starve myself hoping I wouldn't wake up the next time. The real struggle came at night because of my insomnia I would lay in my bed and, think about all the things I couldn't do or wanted but, I just didn't have the strength to, I would think about how much better my husband would have been marrying someone else how I have ruined his life how mean I was to him and didn't even think or want to be. How he is carrying on with his life and me, I'm just better off dead because that is exactly how I feel like a person suffering from all this crap.  My kids don't seem t...

This summer seemed like it was here and then gone right before my eyes.  I am very slow on getting my post up for this month's ipsy bag so please bare with me. Ok? This is a fun aqua shade pouch with a zipper, it's washable so you can take it to the beach and not worry about it being ruined.                              The Theme is - Dive Into Summer                                       Let's get started Jayedyn's Bag 1st-   1st Sample- Full Size   Eyeliner pencil  24-7   from the *Brand Beauty 4 Real  Shade -Whisky- Warm Brownish Shade $9 This is a gel liner it's highly pigmented, supposed to be long-lasting, and waterproof.  It also has vitamin E so it will nourish and condition the lid. It is retractable so no sharpening needed (s...