So the other day someone asked me why I sleep so much? This got my wheels in my brain turning and I thought to myself that is a very good question? Here's what I came up with! I think I sleep so much because I don't want to face my new reality. TBH this is probably the main reason along with depression. But here are a few more thoughts. -Pain-in all aspects. I am non- tolerant even with pain meds and, it's all a bit annoying not knowing when or where it will show it's ugly head. Or sometimes why it never ends. -I'm overweight now because of my medications/ immobility it hurts to move and walk if anything eats up my spoons it's definitely this. I know I need to get up and move, but when I try I struggle so hard, Then of course there's this ugly monster I fight. Pride- Vanity I hate what I see when I look in the mirror. I'm just ugly. I don't have the money needed to buy the clothes I need, get my hair done, or the frickin energy to start with. I j...
My thoughts on my life now, dealing with SLE/Discoid Lupus, Raynaud Syndrome , the struggles I face, the new symptoms ,the medicines ,and just my journey now that I am unable to work . Also some Product reviews. searching for the right skincare and makeup that works for me to help others. Spreading Awareness through blogging. Helping and encouraging others who have been affected. WE NEED A CURE!