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Quarantining, online Hell, it's not even summer yet, at least I know they are safe. it's Lupus awareness month...



So how is everyone doing with this whole quarantine situation? 
for me, it's just been a normal time.
I don't go anywhere anyways so I was okay with it Until.........
My kids couldn't go to school anymore... LOL
Don't get me wrong I love and adore my children, it's all the work that they had to do. 
I have a 9th grader and an 11th grader and as much as I wanted to be a school teacher when I was young it all changed. This is not for me ...

First off the online schooling was difficult because we only had a laptop, No sorry a Chromebook and because the school blocked everything on it.
That made working 10x's harder than needed.  

Second is our wifi situation it's not the greatest, we just have what the apt has in a package so it's not like we get to choose our carrier. 

Third, my oldest son also had to work from home and it's not an easy thing to do working for Discover Card.

On my kitchen counter are two huge monitors and a tower. 
(I need my own house LOL.) 
 So him doing that takes all our crappy bandwidth so my kids can't do homework until later in the evening or in many cases very early in the morning. 
This is okay with me because I have insomnia so I'm up already.

4th, The house has to be completely quiet from 11-8 pm which is crazy.
I mean I sleep then so not to bad. 
I am so exhausted lately I could sleep for days and days. 

So let's just say that schoolwork has not been easy.
some teachers understand and some have been real jerks about it .. I mean you have to do what you gotta do, 
 AmiRight?

So Lonnie has been going to work every day so far so we have been blessed in that regard. 
I didn't realize how much I would miss my KJ he is doing great in the Army   

So the month of May is coming to an end and it's been one to remember. 
I missed the world lupus day which was mother's day and POP day which was the 15th (Pop stands for Put On Purple. )You are supposed to show your support that way. Lonnie did do a $25 donation on the 1st of the month so I will have a Lupus mask coming in the mail whenever.

I am so sorry about the makeup tutorials.
 I know I have promised to get them up soon but I just haven't had the energy to wear any makeup. Last time was my Drs appt in March.

I have more blood tests to take and a new cardiology appointment set up soon to figure out why my blood pressure is so high and my BPM is at least 135 when I am resting, why my chest hurts so bad and the damn headaches I keep getting. 
I should probably schedule a breast exam. 

Well, I hope that everyone has been safe during this whole time.
                         Stay strong and keep fighting
                                  Misty



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