So as the whole world has struggled with the pandemic it's an understatement as to how I have been, my kids and, my husband. I am not going to lie and say that it didn't affect me in an immense way I went down a severe hole into depression and, let's just say my mental health was a nightmare I wanted to die and, just didn't have the strength to do it myself so I would lay in bed and, starve myself hoping I wouldn't wake up the next time. The real struggle came at night because of my insomnia I would lay in my bed and, think about all the things I couldn't do or wanted but, I just didn't have the strength to, I would think about how much better my husband would have been marrying someone else how I have ruined his life how mean I was to him and didn't even think or want to be. How he is carrying on with his life and me, I'm just better off dead because that is exactly how I feel like a person suffering from all this crap. My kids don't seem t...
My thoughts on my life now, dealing with SLE/Discoid Lupus, Raynaud Syndrome , the struggles I face, the new symptoms ,the medicines ,and just my journey now that I am unable to work . Also some Product reviews. searching for the right skincare and makeup that works for me to help others. Spreading Awareness through blogging. Helping and encouraging others who have been affected. WE NEED A CURE!
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