My Not So Normal Life and A Few Other Things.

So it’s that time again !  It’s a new month and a new Glam Bag from Ipsy This post is way late, Sorry I haven't been doing so well and I have not had the energy to post or do anything but sleep, but with that said  i have had plenty of time to try some of these  products out . I am so excited to say that I love this bag it’s one of the cutest thing so far . It looks like a pixel print black and white envelope with a pink heart in the middle the other side is a hot pink color .. so cute and so fun ...   The products that were in my bag were not that bad, again brands i have heard of and some the first  time . Let’s get into this ….  1 st   product is a Full size -  Small Tapered Blending brush 231- from the brand   LUXIE.    This sells for $12.00 on  there website which can be found here  http://www.luxiebeauty.com/   It is a really amazing brush and it works great with my hooded eyes it really gets...

Well I went to my Dr's. On Friday to refill my medications and talk to him about my pain. And let's just say it wasn't what I wanted to hear .  My lupus has gotten worse and  he has diagnosed me as disabled  I can't walk or move everything is swollen,  my  lower right flank is  sending a shooting pain up my back that knocks me on my butt and  sometimes it is on both sides . I can't walk normal anymore, the zombie walk is my normal most days  (someday's  there are days i can move slowly but look sorta normal . )   My Muscles are non existent at times and by this I mean  I can't hold a fork , get dressed, tie my shoes , or go to the bathroom by myself . I need help to walk.  This is something that has been going on regularly  for about a few months . This could be caused by  numerous things It could be my kidneys for the side pain or from laying on that side when sleeping , degeneration in  my body due to...

My palette didn't come with any names attached and this bothers me a bit .         There has to be names for these Gorgeous Eye Shadows?  So I went on the Hunt I was browsing the Internet on a mission and out of sheer luck  I stumble on a picture of this palette and all the names . Holy Crow !  (all due to   my settings for web search being set to images and not web ) It seems that a clear sleeve comes in the palette with the names printed on it. Mine didn't  it was just the clear sleeve.  But I wonder if this is because I purchased mine from Ulta ?   If you buy them off Makeup Revolutions Web-site do you get the sleeve with the names on it ?  Now I am curious, If you know anything about this Please comment Below. Any way back to the names. Without further delay .                                    Left to rig...

  I was laying in bed ,sick as usual with a holy devil of a flare,  Extreme Pain  topped with   the worse Headache I have ever experienced . (Let's just say  It felt like I was being shocked,  literally ) I had absolutely  No energy to move,  Not even to cry . I hate these days and they seem to be coming a lot sooner and more frequent! Have I said How Much I hate This disease Called Lupus ?   I  decided enough was enough. I had to force myself to move for the sake of my sanity .   I got out of bed and decided it was time to do something ,anything just to feel like I mattered to something more than just my Bed and this disease . I started to think of what I could do .  What's easy and won't take me to long? better yet that won't drain me of the lil energy I have? After a few failed attempts and laying back down . My feet hit the floor and the only thing I could think of was makeup! I know I was just go...